Have i lost the love of my life forever? what can i do? PLEASE PLEASE help?

Aww :( Im sorry. This sounds hard for you. Text or call him, calling is better because you can hear his exact emotion on the phone and through text its difficult, and ask him out on a lunch date or something and just talk to him. Talk to him about your feelings and how you couldn't live without him and how you'll try to change. Love is hard to find and if you feel you found it in him and he feels he has found it in you.. Then nothing should stop you two from being together and he should just give up. When you love someone you take the good with the bad, maybe he just needs sometime. But dint give up! Keep trying to talk to him. Show him your not ready to lost the love of your life. Show him you want him in your life forever. I really hope I helped. Good luck with everything. !!<3 I hope it all works out. You sound like a sweet and loving girl. You deserve to be happy just as well as every other girl in this world. and as for the other girl that's trying with your man... Put her in her place. I know i would!(: